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One Word 2015: Cultivate

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I know, you’re supposed to pick your word for the year during the first week of January. That week I was on vacation and taking naps.

Well, then you’re supposed to pick your word for the year the second week of January. Sorry. I was unpacking and putting away clothes and organizing all the stuff we brought back to San Francisco from our (finally sold!) home in the Philly area. I’m talking, organizing water damaged college pictures, y’all! And you expected me to blog?

Well, then, there’s always the third and fourth weeks of January. Yeah, except I was pregnant those weeks.

(I know. I was pregnant all the weeks. Best excuse ever.)

My point is that it’s February and I’m proud to say that I picked a word for 2015.

In December I wrote a post about “receiving” God’s good gifts, even when they’re hard to receive, even when receiving those gifts requires courage.

I’ve been thinking about that a lot for the past two months. Can receiving be an active work? We think of receiving as passive, but when we receive with gratitude, when we accept life’s dangerous and painful gifts with joy, isn’t that the active work of the Spirit?

I thought about this all through our Christmas trip out east. I thought it about it the first week of January while I was napping. I thought about it the second week of January while I was organizing water-damaged college photos. And then, at sunset a couple of weeks ago, I went out into the chilly Sunday afternoon, set my pregnant self down on the cold concrete, and started pulling weeds that had accumulated in the rains that fell on San Francisco in the weeks leading up Christmas.

I sat in the gathering dusk and pulled out the clovers that want to take over every spot of ground in the Bay Area this time of year. And while I pulled them, I wondered. How do we receive in a way that isn’t passive?

I thought about my pregnant self and all the aches and pains that have come this time around. (My body seems to be highly aware that it has done this more times than it wants to.) And I thought about the sweet work of participating in God’s creation.

I don’t control my baby’s development; I only host it. But I do suffer for the sake of it. And what does that mean? Isn’t carrying a child about more than simply “receiving”? Pregnancy is the process of supporting and nurturing something good and beautiful that cannot be controlled. And, yet, that work I can’t control is anything but passive. I am working hard for the good of the gift I carry within me.

Maybe receiving God’s good gifts has more to do with cultivating—making space for growth, nurturing, pruning, assisting, harvesting.

Cultivate is a word that feels capable of holding many words at once: When we cultivate, we prepare, but we also make room, plant, weed, water, care. Cultivating is not passive, and still we don’t control the ultimate creation. Still, we receive the nurtured plant knowing that while we gave it the best possible place of growth, we did not breathe life into it. That work is God’s. Life and breath are the mysteries we cannot claim to own.

For the next eleven months, I’ll be writing and meditating on what it means to cultivate in our daily lives, because to live as the wholehearted creatures we are intended to be, we must be people who make room for life, who nurture life, who embrace the daily work of making our small spaces of the world beautiful.

I’m hoping you’ll join me. We’ll cultivate something lovely this year, okay?

 

 

 

 



  • Birdie Cutair

    My word is “listen!” So far I have discovered that this means more than just hearing stuff with my ears. It also means Pay attention! Live in the present! Interesting!!

  • Wonderful insights, Micha, and I love the pregnancy images. That will give me something to ponder, and remember.
    I’ve been searching for my word. A barrage assaulted me, so I parked it for a while. Then “wholeness” appeared, and fit well.
    Little did I know that only days later I’d be fighting an infection with no oral antibiotics that would work — only I.V. As I sit daily during the IV infusions, and afterwards with the exhaustion and other side effects, I am blessed with a growing sense of wholeness. And I hope it soon includes my body!

  • Katie Noah Gibson

    This is so lovely, Micha. I like how cultivating and making space are connected here. Looking forward to your posts about your word. xo

  • I love this idea. And I particularly love that you chose your word in February (I still haven’t chosen mine)

  • I love this and how you’ve woven in it all together here with such poignant imagery. I love to read here. And three cheers for napping!

  • Leah Davis

    I LOVE THIS!! Great word. Count me in 🙂

  • Alia_Joy

    I love this and I am just now writing about my one word and I am decidedly not pregnant but sometimes it just takes that long to grab hold of what’s been ripening the whole time, at least for me. And even though our words are different, mine is nourish, so much of what you wrote about here is what I’m feeling too. So much to think about here and beautifully said as always.

  • Love this, Micha! I can’t wait to see how it manifests in your life in the coming days and weeks.

  • Salome

    Ok, I’m with you Micha. All the way. When you posted about receiving I was receiving (unwillingly) the news of a move to LA. Now I’m in that process and 2015 will be the year for cultivation. Thank you for contemplating this and sitting with it until these beautiful words took shape and showed up my phone’s screen this morning.

  • Julie Asher

    I love this. It seems appropriate to my life too, which is odd as I am at the other extreme of life. I am about to retire and the property (10 acres) we have bought for our next stage in life has a huge garden as well as paddocks (fields) for animals. We will be literally cultivating in order to eat! That large garden with its flowers and trees and lawn intimidates me a little with its beauty and relentness needinessfor cultivating. Kinda like how I felt with a new baby! In love, in awe and somewhat terrified! We will also be cultivating new friendships and routines. Thank you for giving me a word to describe all these things in a positive, grateful way. I truly am excited and blessed but retain a tiny bit of fear about huge changes. Time to prune those fears perhaps?

  • pastordt

    What a lovely essay, Micha. Been thinking about you and praying for you and the babe. Hope you’re doing well, my friend.